Photography is a tool to reach out to other people. In the past, I have mainly used photography to tell someone else’s story, or document someone else’s life. In the fall of 2007 I felt I needed to turn the camera towards myself, and began photographing to address apprehension I felt towards the future.
These photographs grew out of a fear of wasting time and my own potential. As I began conducting these performative labors, they transformed into something more. I appear in all photographs, stressing the idea of a single person carrying out mundane tedious labor as an ongoing asset in their everyday life. I may appear tired in some images, though never exhausted to the point of ceasing. The therapeutic quality of labor, persistence in daily life/routine, and an interest in self-reliance and independence all became extremely important throughout the course of this work. These acts, I realized, were testimonies of my own ability. They took on a therapeutic and cathartic quality. As I continued, I realized this act was all I really had. This is what it is to be human, to persist through dissatisfaction, feeling the rhythm and magnitude of the very labor you are a part of. There may never be a final ideal, perhaps just this labor, and it’s ok to let go of the social pressure we feel to have one impressive destination at the end of our path.
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